abhinav rai

Athena is 5 months old, Shifted to new house, Playing Badminton, Going to vietnam for Tet, Integrating my parts, Whatshappening next steps

I built this beautiful castle - WhatsHappening, my art, all my insights - but kept it closed. A wise child part security guard protected me from bad actors and criticism by locking everyone out. I saw him and everyone had a conversation on how we need to open this castle for everyone now. Now this head of security will handle the 5% troublemakers, but the gates are opening for the 95% who need this.

landlord betrayed my trust after i treated him like family. in therapy, discovered my anger isn't destructive - it's sacred fire like shiva's. having nuclear power but choosing love instead. knowing i can fight back makes me softer, more trusting. the fire protects so i can stay vulnerable.

New dad to Athena (16 days old), building WhatsHappening app, living as Manifesting Generator. Han's book published! In Dharamshala considering Vietnam move. Learning to follow energy vs forcing, trusting divine timing through parenthood transition.

How to be the friend everyone needs: someone who listens deeply, creates space for authentic sharing, and helps others gain clarity without becoming their therapist. A practical guide to fostering profound human connections through intentional conversation.

Journey through unexpected relocations, tech projects, and meaningful personal growth. Here's what all is happening in my life NOW: challenges with creativity, resilience, and the joy of new beginnings!

For years, loneliness shaped my life - parents focused on parenting twin siblings, deliberately avoiding girls in teenage years to chase IIT dreams, crying myself to sleep in my early twenties. I didn't realize I'd built an entire system of people-pleasing and overachieving just to ensure I'd never feel that profound ache again. This is the story of meeting that scared part of me and transforming isolation into connection.